This is my public diary. In retrospect, the realization of a promise, then yet unmade.
I wonder if I wanna keep doing this after I move? It's kinda hard to understand what role writing like this plays in my life. Maybe it's really apparent to people outside of me. I wish I could ask people things like that more. Nathalie is really cool about me just straight up asking for outside perspective on myself, and I appreciate that. Fran gives it to me pretty freely as well, but all these things i see as. really miraculous, i guess, are actually pretty mundane to some people? i feel a little goofy for being so amazed. good thing my friends aren't judgemental about it.
The cool thing about friends, I think, is you can feel seen without a piece of paper.